jams diary of things

me!

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 19:50:51 GMT

*Your Confessions...*
Obligatory crap first...
Name:	jamie cara wilkinson dixon
Age:	20
Astrological Sign:	virgo
Any siblings?:	one sister
In a relationship or pathetically single?:	in a relationship
Errr...not pathetic. You should feel empowered!:	im still empowered
Who was your childhood best friend?:	benjamin bond, i often though we'd get married so i could be jamie bond
Are you still friends with them?:	no :[
What grade are you in in school?:	grade?
Do you want to go to college?:	im at uni
Do you get good grades?:	i WAS straight As
Do you get along with your parents?:	fuck no
Your siblings?:	not often
Hair color:	black
Number of...
True friends you have:	closest friends 10
People you can trust with your life:	11
Serious relationships you've been in:	3
Times you've been in love:	twice
Times you've been in REAL love...not puppy love middle school crap:	once
Guys you've kissed:	erm around 30
Girls you've kissed:	5
Guys you've slept with:	haha 7 :/
Girls you've slept with:	none
Times you've been betrayed:	a million
People you honestly and truly hate:	3
Times you've had your heart broken:	never
Describe (without naming names when applies)...
Your first kiss:	cute
Your BEST kiss:	happy
Your first love:	danny
The best and worst moment of your life:	haha losing my virginity
The best sex you've ever had:	i was probably unconscious for knowing my drunken luck
Your dream date:	angelina jolie
Your dream pizza:	massive, loads of cheeeese
Your idea of perfect happiness:	being cuddled up in bed with someone nice
Your best friend:	i have a few: hannah, emma, amy, tony, russ, rich, beechy, dom
Favorite
Holiday:	canada in 1999
Song:	lady lady by mark joseph
Band:	queen
TV Show:	red dwarf
Movie:	the peanut butter solution
Color:	dark blue
Sport:	badminton
Season:	winter when it snows
Person:	my grandad
Last minute randomness...
Do you believe in true love/soulmates? If so do you know yours?:	not sure
What's the biggest turnoff?:	desperation
What is the biggest problem in the world today?:	stupidity
What religion are you?:	im an athiest
What's the most important lesson you've learned in the past week?:	never drink before work
Myspace: good or bad?:	good
Celebrity crush?:	patrick stewart
Is love ever a mistake?:	yes it really is
What's the biggest mistake you've made thus far?:	listened to anyone but myself
Have you ever been drunk? High?:	...
Ever been arrested? Is your mugshot on thesmokinggun?:	not yet...
Do blondes have more fun?:	no way, ive been every colour under the sun and brunette has been the funnest
Do you believe in fate?:	yes
Are you addicted to anything?:	sex
What takes away your stress/makes you feel most relaxed?:	sex
Before you die, what do you want your last words to be?:	sex
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betterer

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 15:28:16 GMT

im a happy one today
lots of reasons but mainly i feel like ive got a huge weight off my shoulders in one respect
all those years of acting paid off big time last night :]
i get to go home soon to see my grandad and my friends
and tonight i get to drink excessive amounts
yess
xx

life

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 12:09:28 GMT

well its all gone to shit again
anyone who wants to know and who id actually fell comfortable telling (you know who you are) then contact me as i dont wanna rant on here
but the long and the short is
im clearly shit
everything is shit
everyone is shit
n i cant stand it
x

londons alright i guess...

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 11:59:10 GMT

well london has definately picked up
my drinking has too unfortunately
but ive made some lovely mates
tonight seen as everywhere is fuckin over 21s me christian and matt and gonna have a dinner party with spaghetti bolognaise, lots of rose wine and watch Hostel heheheh
and my ex is visiting tomorrow...ah dear
but ye i should really do some studying as fun as not working is
im working in a bar now too, lots of late nights and early lectures ahhh
what is was to be 16 and tossing it off in college, having my parent pay for stuff and walking to my friends houses.
dont like being grown up...
cant wait to get home to see you all again!
miss home
xx

shisha

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 15:42:46 GMT

i got a flyer for this shisha place
it gets me a little bit of discount on one so i think i may go tonight
used to go alot back in leeds for them
im sad now
all i do is moan whenever i write on of these
so im either gonna make my next entry a happy one or simply delete the account...
its gonna be the latter isnt it..
fuck.
xx

drunk at 8am

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 07:50:52 GMT

im drunk
and ive decided to write a journal cause im in a mood..
why am i always used and treated like shit by guys?
im fuckin sick of it
all the time
im sickof wakingup random places n feeling ill n people acting like they care clearly more than they do and most of all people going for looks and not soul
why are all men...content with whatever they can get
ill certainly never settle for that
<3
xx

uni

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 13:13:41 GMT

well im here...
feels like im the only alternative girl in london i swear
met some really nice people but im missing everyine back in leeds alot n i want them to move here but NO.
warm though down here, warmer than home anyways
and for the fucking record
i live in west london
but leeds is
and always will be
my home
miss u leeds
xxx

first of all...

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 23:07:38 GMT

this morning i woke up in a wood
recently all ive seemed to do is get completely blathered
but ive developed some of the best and closest friendships in the process
and made lots of new friends too
im very happy with that area of my life and ive tried my hardest to make things ok where i can, i dont ever mean to be horrible i just like seeing people ok, this applies acreoss the board with me.
but im sad about moving away from leeds its 2 weeks away and i dont wanna go. or at least half of me doesnt wanna go, one half is saying "yey, new place, new people different lifestyle" but the other is just dwelling on my memories and the people i love.
also my grandad is really poorly n i dont wanna leave him although thanks to being ill all the time myself i can hardly see him whcih is bloody horrible. also typically my bloody parents seem to like me right now but yet im going away too soon to fully reap the financial benefits this new found love offers. smeg.
ah well, gotta do these things i guess
im gonna miss everyone
although sven and tony are coming to visit me in novemeber which makes me a happy bunny
and hopefully emma will come down at some point cause ill miss her lots. but pretty much my firends know who they are so if anyone wants a weekend in london they are more than welcome.
oh n im 20 in like one fuckin week. smeg.